Elska Mig Eindregið

Komið til mín ástin mín. 
Dansaðu við mig í rigningunni. 
Umhirða fyrir mig mjög. 
Kyssa mig djúpt. 
En mest af öllu, elska mig eindregið.

Someone to Watch Over Me.

Looking everywhere, haven't found him yet

He's the big affair I cannot forget

Only man I ever think of with regret

My dear, future love.

Dear Lover,          
            Prom's this week and no. I don't have a date. Part of me wishes that I'd still be asked, but let's be honest... its too late now. So here I am, going single to prom. And after some prayer and thinking... I'm honestly okay with it. Although, yes I'm a romantic at heart, I understand that sometimes in life we go through a "single season." And this season is right now for me. I haven't met you my love but I miss you dearly even so. I miss the way you'll laugh, your hand on the small of my back, the way your lips will brush mine. I miss you even though I have yet to meet you.
           So. Somewhere far out there in the huge fathomless world I know you're there. And hopefully you're waiting expectantly too. I don't expect you to be blogging out your feelings for me, but I do hope there a spirit of patience within you that allows you to wait for my heart. I pray that God is guiding you to be a courageous young leader and that by the time you come into my life He will have already worked greatly within you.
           So where does that leave us? Once again waiting. I heard recently that the value of what you're waiting for is defined by how willing you are to wait for it. So, because I value you so very much. I'll wait for you my love. I'll patiently watch sunsets and new moons rise and set, expectantly live through seasons and years while they come and go, and continue with persistence through every phase in life until I see your face. And while I wait, I'll continually abide in the One who is my full true love. My heart's safe. No need to worry. I'm praying for you darling. See you soon?
Love your wife,
Audrey <3

Dear lover.

My love, my husband,

             I'm still waiting. Still haven't met you. And  that's probably a good thing, considering I kinda have no idea what I'm doing when it comes to relationships. I'm hoping that somewhere, far, far, away you're waiting as well and that God has given you amazing wisdom and strength to deal with someone like me. I'm trying here darling, but its very hard sometimes. I feel like I keep breaking hearts and messing up. I don't want to be "that girl," but sometimes I fear its too late. I feel like I've been asking God for wisdom and trying to make the best decisions I can, but its just not working at the moment. I'm not giving up though, I'm learning from my mistakes. Honey, have I mentioned, I miss you, even though I haven't met you, I miss you. 
            So what about you? How's your life doing? Do you think about me? Do you pray for me? I'm praying for you. Praying that you have the will to continue on and wait for my heart. I'm saving my everything for you. I've not given away my heart to anyone yet, its safe with Jesus. I'm saving the kiss, the "I love you," and the first beautiful night for you. But its not just those things, I'm saving so much more for you.
            So... where does this leave us? Waiting still. Love, it is patient. And so, I'll keep waiting for you to come into my life. I'm being picky... just so you know. I'm not settling. Yes, I know you won't be perfect, and that's good, cause I surely ain't. So I'm still here. Missing you, loving the idea that one day we'll meet.
        Your beloved wife,
       Audrey <3